HOKAY. i cant wait for evaluation!!!

i cried again when i read df's post. (i REALLY miss you guys, though qihang was like ystd)
although it's very lengthy,she posted bout stuff close to my heart,
or rather i shld say close to each and everyone of ur hearts (especially yan yuans)
i used to dislike paiju and dread it alot. I COMPLAIN TO PEOPLE. [ i must confess that]
i didnt expect myself to love my ju so much. (last year, i had totally no commitment at all)
i just felt it was a task, a jod that was assigned to me to be done well.
and that's it. this year, i experienced so so so much more with you guys!
it's like , we are just a family in another way.
those happy times we shared, the eyecandy we had ( STRWBERRY) , those sorrowful times, those stressful times, those i-want-to-die-and-jump-off the building times etc etc.
it's like you noe, there's alot of unspoken feelings for each and every one of you.
through this, i gained more GOODDD FRIENDS ( really).
we went through those difficult times and obstacles tgt, we made it through those overwhelming storms and overpowering waves.we did it! :DDD
WE ARE THE SUCCESS STORY!!!
i'm so so so glad. everything just paid off. the audience saw the best in us that night.

i was rejoicing that qihang was going to be over. i was totally exhausted and it's taken a toil on my health. i kept having runny nose due to the lack of sleep. i'm SO sorry i made you guys worry, especially the daoyans. and i still caught world cup :O (shit.i keep crying and crying. i'm such a crybaby) like df, i treasure friendship ALOT too. like yeah. friends play a very important role in my life besides my family. they are the next bestest gift that one can ever have after family. i'm SO thankful that i have you guys to go through all this with.without GOODDD company, i would not have persevered and done this all. i'm SO afraid that i will lose you guys as GOODDD FRIENDS and the bond that we shared among us. those hardships and misunderstandings that we went through, bound us SO tightly now that i cant bear to part from you guys. WHY! sigh!

i dunno. QIHANG THIS YEAR IS LIKE THE MOST FANTABULOUS I EVER HAD!
you guys have officially walked into my life and i hope you all, every single one of you, will never walk out of it!!! :DDD

MUST MUST MUST MEET UP SO OFTEN!!! (that i'll be sick of seeing you all like i see weiting )

xoxo, maple / MARY!!!

<3!